Did you ever live a day without a hope of doing anything? Did you ever think of creating your own world in your own mind? This is wat everyone tries when he or she has lost all the hopes of life and feels there is no reason for him to live in this word.
I was hopping to get enrolled in MBBS but what happened to it. It just went as dream and hope nobody know it because dreams are personal. I had no way to change the way my fate was written. But the only thing that keeps us alive is HOPE.
I didn't know until I feel from my bed to see myself lying on the floor after I had a scary dream that our mind is afraid even when we are asleep, so why doesn't it be when we are awake. I don't much of my past but more of the future and all this keeps me haunting. Does life ever gives opportunity to live? If yes then why can't I crab it and sallow then and there. Is it just beacause I am little afraid to live. No its not the answar its jus that I don't have interest in this wild world. But nevertheless I have no other option than to continue as it is.....
Why did I choose Nursing as my profession?
I know i never wanted to become a nurse in my life but i don't have control of the path that my life takes me through. i had walked a the way from my childhood till I completed my higher secondary education thinking that life would be as i thought when I was in childhood but did it never happen. When I got my result I was Happy that atleast I passed the examination with satisfactory mark. And the time came when i went to orientation to select my professional studies and as I was thinking that I before that life is ass easy as playing in water with the stones. But when it was for me to select Nursing as my profession I just did it by closing my eyes and as if I was blind and didn't know what was the real life beyond the nursing career. Actually what I aimed was just a dream as saying goes "Aim the star and you will land on the moon."
But when I was finally in my college days I just knew that there was nothing to learn in the field of nursing and whatever I studied in my higher secondary standard was the repeatation of the same. I have no interest in learning the same thing over and again. I just thought to quit once but its impossible now. I always wanted to learn a new thing everyday but its jus a bullshit sitting the lecture classes and listening the same thing.
For the above reason I don't feel like studying and just think why didn't I choose my career according to my passion and interest? but it's no use regreting over the past, so just have to go as life teaches a new lesson everyday. If I had little interest in my studies during my school days I would have never laned here nor I had to update my blog. I have to go down my whole life with a stuf called as nursing and from now only if i stared unliking it I don't know how I'm going to live with my whole life. But there is no problem in givinhg a chance to live and live with a purpose.
But when I was finally in my college days I just knew that there was nothing to learn in the field of nursing and whatever I studied in my higher secondary standard was the repeatation of the same. I have no interest in learning the same thing over and again. I just thought to quit once but its impossible now. I always wanted to learn a new thing everyday but its jus a bullshit sitting the lecture classes and listening the same thing.
For the above reason I don't feel like studying and just think why didn't I choose my career according to my passion and interest? but it's no use regreting over the past, so just have to go as life teaches a new lesson everyday. If I had little interest in my studies during my school days I would have never laned here nor I had to update my blog. I have to go down my whole life with a stuf called as nursing and from now only if i stared unliking it I don't know how I'm going to live with my whole life. But there is no problem in givinhg a chance to live and live with a purpose.
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